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Myself feeling.

Today is the last day of August 2012 holiday.
In this holiday,I was do many things with my friends and family.
I LOVE them.
Do I like this holiday?
Seriously,I don't like it.
NOT only its moves too fast,
NOT only its not enough time for me to play.
IS it got a certain problem that make me down.
I will not telling any people my pain,
I just keep it every time,
I don't want people to see my weakness,
I just want to pretend that I am strong enough to solve the problem that I faced.
SMILE just a symbol that I tell people that I am HAPPY now,
but not the real feeling of my heart.
That time when I was stand up on top of the tea mountain,
My mind turns clearly,
and suddenly I know what I need and want,
fresh hair keep blowing my hair,
I like that feeling,
and that is the feeling that I really want.
Suddenly,
turns HAPPY HEART!!
Me!


                                                           My BFF- Yun Fei and Chia Qi.



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