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The beginning of May

Hello,readers,now it's May!That's mean my April whole month I din't update my blog.Okay, so here is my update. I don't know if anyone is reading or not, because I just give my blog link for few quite close friends and I just put it hide in Twitter.If you are reading this,that's mean u saw my twitter profile?haha..Anyway,thanks for reading my blog or i called it as my diary. Everything went so fast...maybe is too fast..Everything changed...I don't know if i got change or not..Sometimes I will feel sad without reason and I don't know why..If my parents bought me something or  everything happens around me is nice,I will feel happy but just for a meanwhile...Just feel that I getting bigger, getting more secret that people couldn't understand.I wanted to try telling someone, but I failed.Everything is not under my estimation.I just feel like everyday I did nothing..I don't know why..I want to find back myself...I currently loosing myself...I scroll my phone book and chat list...I can't a friend to talk to..really..I feel really lonely..Recently, I can't take a pretty selfie, because I feel I don't know how to smile to myself in front of me.People asking me what happened?I don't know,I have nothing to told.Do you know that feeling?Feel like wanna tell,but I don't want you to know.
This is my current look.Did I turns pretty?haha Just kidding anyway.

Can't smile with teeth LOL..I don't know why.I want to be perfect,you know?
You're going to KL to study...Bye :( 
May,it's gonna be a hectic month,because Mid year exam is around the corner.Probably not going to update until the end of my mid year exam.I want to study hard. Hope you can ___ with me one day.Wait me.

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