Disappointed

After a few days,my heart,my mind finally get to calm down. So, my SPM result I am not really satisfied at all, but what can i do? It already be a history of Jia Yi's Life! So just move on! One thing that always well cheer me up is my parents. The day of the results released, they scared me too afraid if  take results with all my friends,so they decided to fetch me to Taiping for awhile and bring me back before one. When the way I back from Taiping,I know SPM results came out and everyone except me knew about their results.They started to message me. This is what make me feel more even moody.I'm kinda afraid till I really cried at car after receiving stef and caro's phone call. I cried. Caro get really good results. It let me more afraid and I don't even want to message to get my results.My parents want me to message and let them see thn call me don't see.Actually everyone beside me get excellent results except me,this is what i thought after get to know everyone's results. I really feel disappointed and sad.My parents told me that is okay..this results still not very worse ma..and this results is not important anymore as I not going to get use of it in college. Yea,It's true!Who cares after go into college? But,I'm still feel sad that I can't make my parent really feel proud of my result. What people thinks is not what I care the most, but what do you think to your daughter's achievement is the thing I care the most. Thanks god, really feel thankful to have both of them as my parents.They cheer me up that day.I won't forget it.They heard my innermost feeling,care about me, make me feel so relieve after talking to both of them.And..I finally get to say all my feeling of college to my parents.They feel happy that I willing to told them :)  And the next day,my mum ask what I want as my reward for my results...OMG..I really get shocked! Actually I feel awkward to accept the reward they want to gave me....but hehe..I will accept the chance of getting present leh..because not every time will get it ma..hahaha..Mummy want buy me a new Fossil's watch.She asked what I want.(actually she know all the things I want)LOL... she just "sajak" asking. I want pandora's bracelet,but mum say its too expensive to buy a silver bracelet but not real platinum, so it will not value after that-.- haizz...That's what I want,but it seems like hard to get it leh,because she say till like that.Anyway,after few days,I still haven't get my present......I can't take from them,because I feel that i don't enough qualified to get present for my OK SPM results lol..

Now,I'm using DELL notebook typing this o! Just get to use this started from yesterday,feel that it is quite useful..actually it is my dad's notebook..but is okay,he say I can use it anytime I want because he see me always need to use computer to do assignment.Really a lot of assignment need me to do.haiz...but getting lesser leh,because keep passing up leh Yayy!

And the thing that let me fed up and pek cek is her! lol...Why she like that de?!So irresponsible!Not complete still can back home so late and like make use of me-.-....okay,fine.Your good image getting decreases in my heart..haihhzz...I can't even scold and shoot her face to face lol..if like that,can't do friends anymore.Eventhough I am angry,but I still dint say anything bad to her,just like normal treating her.

Maybe getting closer,will found out everything about one person. I don't know.Just don't like wanna talk to her lol...but i'm sure i will sure talk to her too...because ermm..u know?I'm kind and soft hearted!

                                          Love,

Vivian