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Torturing days

I am not supposed to post something here since I lack of time, but I feel like want to split out all my feeling! Argh! It's tortured me! Feels like run away from all the assessment, assignment, journal, presentation and all those irritating things! Two days later is my first assessment of Biology and Math. But what had I done? I did nothing! really nothing! I feel useless , because I wasted my weekend like this, just like rotting at house. I just really lazy and sleepy. Just can't really pay attention, can't focused! I don't know why....really don't know why...I am scared! Can I just run away? I feel that I really sick of college life..TT how? So worried but just did nothing. Why am I changed? I thought college life is relax and flexible. Okay,  That's all false! I feel that I have much things to do, but I just don't feel like doing anything. What's wrong with me?! Seriously, I keep asking myself!


ps. Will be back after tortured assessment, that's Wednesday. If I feeling free that time I will be posting my feeling and photos about the retirement dinner of Mr Goh. Its night and quite late, I pass by Heng Ee just now, and I saw Mr Goh's car is still there, I feel really emotional. He should be at his principal's office thinking of his memories and Heng Ee. Down-hearted.
 Anyway, Mr Goh ,Happy Birthday!

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